Sunday, August 26, 2018

Piece of You

Three years ago, I called my dad asking for his advice on floating shelves. My sisters and I had a tendency to do this when we were hinting to him that we “wanted” something. His response was, “I suppose you want these yesterday”. He knew how impatient I was on my ideas. My dad loaded up his table saw, what seemed like a million tools, and headed to Indiana within a week or two. If there is one thing about my dad — he was a perfectionist. He didn’t do anything halfway when he set his mind to it. He asked me the dimensions I wanted on this shelf and when I told him he tried to talk me out of it and said I will hate them that small. I told him he was crazy. He made the shelf that day while I was at work and I came home and he said “I only made one because it’s too small”. He was right, it was way too small. He read it on my face as soon as I looked at it. So he walked out to the garage and began making two more for me. He made them perfectly, he hung them and I’m pretty sure if our house was knocked down, these shelves would have been completely untouched and unharmed. The part of the story I wish I could unfeel was my dad holding his side the entire time he was here and him wincing in pain frequently. I wish I could unfeel the part where he couldn’t leave the house and go do “our favorite” things together because he didn’t feel well. I ended up asking my dad to leave that trip, I told him he was going to the emergency room here or home but he wasn’t allowed to stay at my house if he wouldn’t see a doctor. I wish I could unfeel the feeling as he pulled out of my driveway that day. That was his last trip to Indiana. These are his last things he built for me. They have been weighing on my heart that I haven’t hung them yet in our new home but today five days before the third anniversary of his death they are hung and they are beautiful and a piece of him will be next to me as I pray for him nightly to watch over my family. I hope to never forget these stories of him. He loved us more than life and would jump in his truck to make our ideas happen. He loved to help us and he loved when we were happy.
I hope I never forget the feeling as we stood back that day with his arm around me and looked at the shelves and tried for 30 minutes to try and decide if they were perfectly even on my wall. We giggled as we remeasured and decided they were perfection because they literally are. 💙


We were at the mall and she saw this sweet rainbow heart necklace and couldn't stop looking at it. I hardly buy her anything and used to buy Ryder anything he remotely showed interest in, so I made a big deal and asked her if she wanted mom to get it for her. She was super excited and asks to wear it everyday. <3

Saturday, August 25, 2018

Rainy Days & Rainbows

She kept looking out the window and then told me that she was waiting to see the rainbow. <3 

Monday, August 13, 2018

Goodbye Summer

I think she is wishing for summer to come back too. 

Saturday, August 11, 2018

We lit your candles and you blew them out about .3 seconds into the song, your brother turned to you  and said "jeez I wonder what she even wished for". You asked us to light your candles again and again and again. You loved it, it is hard to find things you like to do but I am pretty sure this one takes the cake. #nopunintended

Friday, August 3, 2018

Summer Mornings

I love these mornings with you, I am going to miss waking up slowing and snuggling in bed with you and letting you climb and snuggle me. I hope that next summer your snuggles are still as long and you love being with your mama just as much. Let the crazy school mornings begin, hang on sweet girl, don't grow up too fast before next summer. 

Literal Perfection

Sunday, July 29, 2018

Daddy Daughter Love

I just love these two together. Leave it to a dad to jump in with all his clothes on after his daughter says she wants to swim in the creek. 💦

Wednesday, July 25, 2018


Such a fun day hiking with my crew. Full blown climbing rocks, wearing kids, and just enjoying some time outdoors together. It seems like this summer was so busy we didn't get to do it as much as we love to do. I am hoping as fall cooler weather comes we can get out more and enjoy this time. We are truly our best selves when we are outdoors and enjoying the views that god has given us. Days like today, remind me that my life is just absolutely filled with blessings. 

Thursday, July 19, 2018

My Handsome Son

Oh sweet boy, you have a heart of gold and you are so handsome to top it off. You are growing up so fast, but I just love who you are and who you keep changing into. Thank you for letting me be your mama.

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

She practiced yelling “surprise” all day. I probably heard it 879 times. She was pumped up to throw balloons at Dad and yell it when he walked in. Of course she froze when he walked through the door. Then she looked at me like it was all my fault.
Anyone else thinking of Big Daddy?? #wewastedthegoodsurpriseonyou


 These two love to play together. We were blessed this summer to have the 3 bump buddies together for an entire week at our house. It was crazy, fun, exhausting, laughable, and full of love. These three are going to be so fun to watch do all the same things at all the same times in their lives.

Tuesday, July 17, 2018


The bedhead on this one is seriously impressive. #iwokeuplikethis

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Mr. Frog

Ryder caught this tiny guy today and I am not sure who was more excited, him or evie. Evie continually just kept saying "put him on my 'yegs' (legs)" as he would hop all over her legs she would giggle and do a quiet scream then ask for me to do it all over again. We finally let Ryder let him go and Miss Gray continued to ask for "Mr. Frog" all night.

Friday, July 13, 2018

Changing Smiles

Documenting his ever changing smile. Where in the world is my baby going. Can you believe this is the difference of only a summer?

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Beach Day

We didn't do a big trip this summer so we are just trying to take a bunch of smaller trips. Today we ended in Michigan City to play in the water and sand for a bit. We went with Aunt Amy & Porter and the day was just what we needed.

 My little shadow.